I’m back at the Annexe now & slowly trying to piece myself back together. Some days are better than others but I am still rather fragile & it doesn’t take much to make me feel quite upset & low again.
Today is rather hard as it is the anniversary of my maternal Grandfather passing away. This would be very sad anyway but it feels worse today as it reminds me that this time seven years ago my entire world was turned upside down (I was his live in carer as well as his Granddaughter) & now it has happened again albeit under different circumstances. Mum & I took some flowers up to Granddad’s grave at the churchyard this afternoon & tonight I made toad in the hole which was one of his favourite dinners for myself, Mum, Dad & Auntie Lorraine. It made me feel better to mark the occasion instead of ignoring it.
I have some lovely things planned in the next few days & weeks which will make me feel happy. Tomorrow I am taking my Gran to visit one of her friends & I am expecting a delivery of all the cables & bits I need to set up my media centre in my room. I just hope the delivery arrives when I am home!
Happy Things 11.
A delicious cold, fruity drink from Bubbleology on a warm, sunny Spring day!